I have a large art project brewing in my noggin. I have been “building” it for a few years now. I have the “how” all worked out. Now I just need some information, someone to take it when I am done and a clean garage to build it in. It is going to be rather large.
My art piece is going to be a “installation” piece. Big and interactive. Sitting in a chair on the bottom left you will see yourself in “the pit of despair” or the bottom of the proverbial pit. The lowest your life could go. In the top right corner (accessible by a ladder or similar) will be the person who is offering to help by the means of a rope down a hole.
Looking up you will see a tiny spot of life and a rope leading to it. From the top you will see a deep pit but nothing that is in it. My goal is to show what it looks like from a person who is at the bottom of their life from two points of view. The victim and the supporter. To do this I need some more information.
I have not had anything really bad happen to me. I have never been at the bottom of a pit, with the feeling that I could not get out. I am usually the supporter, trying to help people out of the pit, with a bit of rope. It is hard to show something when you have not experienced it.
I have many friends my spouse and I have helped over the years. I know what it is like to help. It is hard. All of these experiences have accumulated into this desire to create an art piece that will show others who have not been in either situation what it is like.
What I Need:
This is going to come out inconsiderate. I apologize in advance. I am trying to understand and build something, not offend anyone who is willing to help.
I need to know about your experiences at either end of the spectrum.
What was it like to be at the bottom of the pit? What did you feel / see / hear / understand? How did it effect your view of the world and the people that were trying to help?
What was it like to watch someone falling or struggling at the bottom of the pit? What did you feel / see / hear / understand? How did it effect your view of the world and the people that you wanted to help? What did it change in you?
Here is the really insensitive bit. I do not NEED the whole story. I will take the whole story and work it into the piece, if you want to share it. You do not HAVE to share the whole thing if you do not want. My real interest is the feelings and how it changed your perception of the world, during and even after.
I will not share your story or information without your consent. Take whatever steps you wish to ensure your security. I am not interested in injuring anyone over this.
Second Thing I Need:
I do not want to keep this when I am done. I am making it to share with others. I will need some help finding it a home.
Thank you for reading my post today. Thank you, if you choose to send anything my way.
You can email me at MereMagicDesigns@gmail.com.