There are a lot of things I can say I wish for on a regular basis.
The big one right now is…
I wish I had not developed asthma. When I have an attack I am unmotivated, listless, confused, and lethargic. It takes me a while to realize that I am having an attack, because I am easily confused and listless. When I realize I am not “normal” it has been a few weeks.
Ot seems to be happening mostly in the spring, when therw are more allergens. I end up increasing both my asthma and allergy medication doses for a week or so. It does not make me happy to do so.
I have been trying to get ready for a smallish art show in May, my first. Having this delay is not awesome. How am I supposed to have cool stuff if I cannot focus on making things?
It jas taken about a month, but I finally finished this.